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Thursday, October 9, 2008 @ 3:29 AM
Central 2! I've got something that's been tugging at the strings of my heart these past few days and I want to share it with you(: But first, please don't laugh at me :D

Alright, on Monday, I had my MATH PAPER 1.
I have no idea why, but I kena mental block, like all the questions I always know how to do, now I forgot, and I didn't even finish my last question.
Summary: Math paper 1 screwed.

Then on wednesday was my MATH PAPER 2.
The paper was very easy. I was breezing through it. Seriously, honestly, frankly. Not boasting. I think they did it that way to make sure that we wouldn't do very badly in overall. So I finished in like 15 mins and I had 45 min doing nothing but checking. And then about 2 minutes before time up, I looked through my paper again and to my horror, I realised I missed out the last major question WORTH 8 MARKS. Because I thought that the graph questions was one of the options -_- And I thought since I did the graph question, the other one I didn't need to do. I tried to scribble something. I knew how to do that question but I just need 5 minutes (that I obviously didn't have) When the teacher said time's up I was still writing because I needed like a full mark in my paper 2 just to make up for my paper 1. But in the end I just put down the pen 3 sec later.

You know, when I was doing the other parts of the paper, I was like, "woah God is good man. God is good. He always provides man. One paper so hard the other so easy"

And when I saw that last question I wasn't really thinking anything except CRAP CRAP CRAP, but after that I was like, AHHHH GOD HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN.

I sort of blamed God.

It's quite stupid actually, because the blame is obviously mine for not even checking through the paper carefully.

AND later on I was in a great dilemma whether or not to cheat, because I could write it on another fulscap paper and tell the teacher that it fell out of my stack cos the hole to tie strings tore, but in the end I didn't.

YOU KNOW WHY?

Because you you guys!
Because I remember that one session we had where we prayed for integrity.
Because I remember how we learn that we have to set the example for our friends.
Because I remember we have to show a little bit of Jesus each day (:

So, overall, however upset I may be over my paper, I've committed to not think about it anymore. (: And glory be to God for bringing us all through our exams + the others who haven't finished. :D

Love you guys (see this is the kinda impact you guys have on me)
Okay anyway this was kind of a stupid post so I don't really know if I post it but I think I still will? but yeah see you all at prayer meeting tomorrow. DON'T BE LATE :D

anyaJ