Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 3:07 AM
Hiiiiii Central 2!JOAN NG HERE. Yes, I got discharge, praise God :) I can't say it's been good or really bad. I just miss home, miss cell, miss nice food, miss everything. I think everything just happened too quickly. I got no time to react. It's not just the H1N1, just one week before the H1N1 thing I am already going through some bad things. I had a big quarrel with my dad last Saturday before my ushers camp. I cried to sleep, the next day I had my fever, at first I thought it was because of the crying that made me this way. Then I went home and I had really high fever, the bad stuff started to come to me, fever for 3-4 days and I got this thesselemia thing that will make my illness worst everytime. So I felt really terrible. I prayed so hard for myself to get well before cell camp. Yeah, I thought I did. I managed to pull through the days in camp. I thought my tough period was over. Then it camp the Jiaru's H1N1. Slowly Benton & WenHao got it too. I was contemplating if I should go for the blood test, I was feeling really fine then, just coughing and a little flu. No fever at all. I decided not to, untill Joanne told me her result was positive. I woke my parents up and they sent me to the hospital immediately, that was like the last time I see them. I was left all alone. I had never taken any blood test before. I was seriously scared of this stupid needle. But I kept praying, and praying and praying. Thank God I managed to go through it too :) So they just threw me into the room alone without telling me anything. I heed Joanne's advice to try to adapt to the environment. Then I found out Benton is just beside beside my room! I was in room 16 and he's in room 13. So coooooool. He just keep prank calling me. So the first day was quite funnnnn cause C2 kept me accompany by conferencing. It was really fun even though we just kept laughing on the phone. and Joanne sounded happy as always. Hmmmmmm. I hate the night and morning :( The swab test was so painful each time I do I teared. But I always thank God that I can really do it. and each swab test is another new hope for me to get out of that place. I think being stuck in the room is kinda good. Cause on my first day there I told myself I am not gonna let all these days just pass by like that. I am gonna make full use of the days to get myself back to God again. So each night I will read the bible and pray, when I wake up in the morning I will wash up and start to read the bible out loud. I kept reading psalm cause I need the encouragement from God. My grandma called me and started crying cause she was so worried for me. and she prayed for me through the phone. I am so sad that my love ones are so worried for me. Ah man, I think it's long enough. Whatever it is, just remember to praise God. Cause Jesus will take you through it all. And C2, I will not be able to go through this without you guys. Thankyou for all the encouragement and all. You got no idea how much you guys mean to me. Let's continue to keep the faith and remember the cross. Love, Joan Faith Ng. |