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Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 9:59 PM
i realised sth surprising similar..
i was reading a book not long ago called joni, it's her own biography

she was wondering about her life, she had been a christian for 2 years but no matter how hard she tried to improve, she always a slave to her own desire
she challenged god, hoping god would turn her life around.
not long after, she got into a accident that got her paralysed,
she prayed hard, sometimes even blaming god for what happened.
but she believed god has taken sth away from her in her life, he would replace sth better
but she now found the reason why, god was answering her prayers
after the accident, she found the true meaning of her life,
she became a stronger person, she grew emotionally mentally and spiritually.
no matter how sad she feels, god substituted her with so much joy in the things she can do.
she became a great artist paining using her mouth, a great inspiration rest of the people.
her book even became the bestseller and made a movie!

we can be full of joy here and now even in our trials and troubles. taken in the right spirit these very things will give us patient and endurance; this in turn will develop a mature character and a character of this sort produces a steady hope, a hope that will never disappoint us. romans 5:3-5
was what she found most familiar to her.

just like what joan said she said:
We told God that we want it to be His camp, not ours. And we surrendered any notion of what an ideal camp should be like, we wanted it to be GOD’s ideal camp, not OURS.

i totally agreed we overcame,
after this incident, i guess of of us will really grow in faith and every aspect of our lives!
c2 will be more bonded! :D
FAITH!

do not fear, but trust.

this few days there are quite a lot of things running through my mind,
but however i had never really felt afraid,
i guess god gave me that peace as i encourages my self not to fear but trust!

hope you guys are doing fine! :D:D:D

and i adding on,
i was previously VERY VERY AFRAID TO BREAK THE NEWS TO MY PARENTS especially my father..
i was really afraid, more then anything,
my parents are rather anti christ, and my dad actually objected me from going to this camp

i was afraid, really afraid,
i scare i might not be able to go church again, afraid that he will scold,
but i kept praying and praying...
and it turns out for the better, instead of what i thought would happened
he instead cared, he touches me to see if i got a fever,
ask me if i am alright

i asked him, dont come near me, what if infected you?
he said, i not scare, infect together so i can go hospital to take care of you....
you know i was so touched, really almost break down infront of them,

thank god!

love you c2!
hope to meet up with you guys soon! :)
love kele!