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Short testimony :)
Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 4:12 AM
Hi C2 :)
Joan Ng here!!

I'm not here to post about the sad truth of multiplication! Because it's already set and all we can do is to accept it and move on. Furthermore, our God is an awesome God who can do great things through this multiplication of cells amen!? :)

ANYWAY, I wanna share my experience with you guys after Elevate camp :)
I know it's A LITTLE BIT late but still.......... :)

You know, after the camp or even during the camp, I felt that this camp was seriously boring.
I went for Elevate camp with expectant hearts, seriously. I have a list of "wants" in my heart. I want God to work in me. I want God to break the wall in my heart, I want God to give me a breakthrough, I want God to let the fire burn passionately again. I seriously really went with an expectant heart. However, I was disappointed in the end.

Even at the last day of camp, I was praying "God, this is the last service, please please please speak to me."
I was indeed desperate. I don't want myself to feel wasted for going for this once in a year camp and receive nothing. Then after the last service, I still felt nothing.

Not that it's nothing, maybe I feel that God was just half done with me. I was not fully filled yet.
But after getting home, I had this strong prompting from God. He's asking me to step out of my comfort zone and start talking to this friend of mine which I kinda hated. (This was one of my prayer request from God during camp. To break this wall of hatred.)

I know that this hatred wall has been blocking and hindering my walk with God.
I know that with this wall blocking, I can't rise to a higher level that God wants me to.
I was really worried about it and has been asking God how can I break this wall.
God finally revealed the word "friends" to me after the camp. Then I realised, God has been speaking to me about that issue during camp! I just ignored Him because I didn't want to step out of my comfort zone.

That very night after camp, I decided to trust God and talk to my friend.
Amazingly, after talking it out, that wall of hatred was broken!

The very next day, I was invited to a countdown party and my friend was there too!
On the way there, I was telling Joanne how I felt that it was all God's plan. Just the day before, God wanted me to step out of my 1st comfort zone, and the next day, God pushed me to step out of my 2nd comfort zone.

Even during the countdown party, my friend and I finally had the chance to talk face to face, and it was already 2010 (the first time we spoke after months)
At that point of time, I heard this small voice in me saying "Brand new year, brand new life"
My wall was broken. In a new year of 2010, I'm brokenfree!

Also, after camp. I became more sensitive to God's voice!
Which really made me all excited!! Hahaha, seriously, but it's really REALLY scary to me that God has been revealing to me a lot of stuff.

Also, I was so excited that I will keep thinking of stuff God will do through me! Like all the awesome stuff I will be doing for God, it kinda makes me really excited :) I believe that Elevate camp had impacted me in a great way! Even though the camp itself was kinda dry with just 1 day of games and all workshop and services, I think it's really AMAZING how God does His stuff :)

Recently, what's bothering me is that God has been telling me that I'm not suppose to be in usher and that He has another plan for me. I still can't really figure out (or rather confirm) what I am hearing. Please pray for me! :(


ANYWAY, HOPE YOU GUYS HAD A FUN DAY IN SCHOOL TODAY
BECAUSE MINE SUCKS. HAHAHAHAHAHA.


SEEYA ON SATURDAY I AM GONNA MISS YOU :)